In the beginning there was the word.
Whilst I am clear that I am writing this for myself, to whom, I am writing, I am not so sure.
I have enjoyed writing in the past and look to do so again. Now when I simply write, the style is one of good natured pedagogy, in that it looks to inform the uninformed with my knowledge. It does not sit comfortably.
Stream of consciousness stuff is a different, and somehow welcome, discomfort. I do have lots of ideas that I would like to share but fear being shot down, so I prepare it well and even then it is not good enough, so I leave it until later, thus avoiding having to face all my stuff about "Am I good enough?" and "Who do you think you are?", and also having to face the inauthentic "Aren't I good!" that i cover it up with.
As I write that i realise that I am now so lazy on the keyboard that I get quite cranky when the autocorrect does not capitalise a solitary lower case i. Laziness also has me leave a preposition at the end of the last sentence of the previous paragraph
I say I am on about personal power and freedom in my work and what I do is help people realise what's possible in their lives.
I do this by removing obstacles of thinking. Poor sentence, and I am leaving it to acknowledge that this all now has a feeling of explaining myself.
I would like to do it with a sense of generosity, learning and adventure. So that is where I shall start
